I didn’t get as much accomplished this week as I’d hoped to. I’m starting to believe my to do lists might be unrealistic and the best thing for me to do would be to learn a new behavior. Instead of feeling like a total loser and harassing myself when I don’t complete them, maybe I’ll start celebrating those things I did manage to get done. Anyway, I’m happy that today is Sunday and I get to let my thoughts fly.
I’ve been in a reflective mode lately. Trying to figure some things out in terms of the direction(s) I am taking – personally and professionally. I really am not in the mood for it though. I’d much rather already have the clarity I’m seeking. This thinking and waiting is driving me batty. Bring on the epiphany already!!
Maybe I am supposed to learn the value in being exactly where I am – at this very moment??
I don’t think any experience is wasted so there must be a lesson here. Right? Maybe I am supposed to simply relax and have faith. Let God work out all the details for me.
Now I’m remembering something a pastor said once.
“When you work, God rests. But when you rest in the finished works of Christ, God works.”
That’s all I have.
This was my 5 minute Stream of Consciousness Sunday post. It’s five minutes of your time and a brain dump. Want to try it? Here are the rules…
* Set a timer and write for 5 minutes.
* Write an intro to the post if you want but don’t edit the post. This is writing in the raw.
* Publish it somewhere. Anywhere. The back door to your blog if you want. But make it accessible.
* Link back to All Things Fadra (feel free to use her SOC Sunday graphic).